DO YOU THINK THESE BABIES CHOSE TO DIE???

Dear Mommy,

I am in Heaven now...

I so wanted to be your little girl.

I don't quite understand what has happened.

I was so excited when I began realizing my existance.

I was in a dark, yet comfortable place. I saw I had fingers and toes.

I was pretty far along in my developing,

yet not near ready to leave my surroundings.

I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping.

Even from my earliest days,

I felt a special bonding between you and me.

Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you.

Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry.

I heard Daddy yelling back.

I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon.

I wondered why you cried so much.

One day you cried almost all of the day.

I hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy.

That same day, the most horrible thing happened.

A very mean monster came into that warm,

comfortable place I was in.

I was so scared,

I began screaming,

but you never once tried to help me.

Maybe you never heard me.

The monster got closer and closer as

I was screaming and screaming,

'Mommy, Mommy, help me please; Mommy, help me.

' Complete terror is all I felt.

I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn't anymore.

Then the monster started ripping my arms off.

It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain.

It didn't stop.

Oh, how I begged it to stop.

I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off.

Though I was in such complete pain,

I was dying.

I knew I would never see your face or hear you say

how much you love me.

I wanted to make all your tears go away.

I had so many plans to make you happy.

Now I couldn't;

all my dreams were shattered.

Though I was in utter pain and horror,

I felt the pain of my heart breaking, above all.

I wanted more than anything to be your daughter.

No use now,

for I was dying a painful death.

I could only imagine the terrible things

that they had done to you.

I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone,

but I didn't know the words you could understand.

And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them;

I was dead. I felt myself rising.

I was being carried by a huge angel

into a big beautiful place.

I was still crying,

but the physical pain was gone.

The angel took me away to a wonderful place...

Then I was happy.

I asked the angel what was the thing was that killed me.

He answered,

'Abortion'.

I am sorry, for I know how it feels.

' I don't know what abortion is;

I guess that's the name of the monster.

I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much

I wanted to be your little girl. I tried very hard to live.

I wanted to live.

I had the will, but I couldn't;

the monster was too powerful.

It sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of me.

It was impossible to live.

I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you.

I didn't want to die.

Also, Mommy,

please watch out for that abortion monster.

Mommy,

I love you and I would hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did.

Please be careful.

Love,

Your Baby Girl

DO YOU THINK THESE BABIES CHOSE TO DIE???

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